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14 with Jade please, male reader

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Jade Leech: 

14. A kiss so desperate that the two wind around each other, refusing to let go until they are finished.

You knew things would be hard but you never suspected it would get to this point.

You can’t lie and say the thought of simply breaking up with Jade hadn’t crossed your mind as you stared up at the dark ceiling of your room, alone yet again as he spent copious amounts of time in the sea. It’s where his family was, where his job mostly was, you could probably find some way to live under there with him but it would be far more of a hassle than if Jade were to just live on the surface. But you could never be so selfish as to request that of him and the fulfillment you got from being with Jade wasn’t something you could just ignore. You loved him too much to allow something as simple as distance to break you apart and once Jade had learned of your discontent with that part of the relationship, he had made the extra effort to remedy it to the best of his ability.

He would come visit you every few months or so, making exceptions for your birthday and other little things he knew bore great importance to you. Such a time was actually approaching now and as you anxiously awaited his arrival, you thought about how much could change in a matter of months. You regularly communicated via phone calls and texts but still, there were some things you’d rather excitedly blabber on about face to face with him. Hearing the sound of the door opening caused your brain to go blank and all you could think about was him, seeing his face feeling like an arrow of love piercing your heart as you tackled him in a hug so tight it’d rival Floyd’s strangling grip.

Once Jade had you cradled in his arms, pressing kisses to your cheeks, your nose, your chin, your fingers dig into the fabric of his shirt and you can’t let him go. When his lips meet yours it feels like another reminder of that aching loneliness you felt as you stared at his empty side of the bed and you react accordingly, deepening the passion of the kiss in hopes of tunneling some of this energy and desperation out of you. It’s taking all the emotional energy you can muster to stop yourself from crying as you know it’d only make him feel guilty and like he wasn’t attending to your needs properly, and that was the last kind of mood you wanted to set now that he was finally back. You underestimate his ability to understand you yet again as his hands move to rub your back soothingly, Jade pulling away for just a second to give you a gentle look you might’ve seen on his face maybe once or twice.

“I was considering spending a bit more time on land.”

“R-Really? …Do you know how long?”

“I can’t leave Floyd to his devices for too long but I can’t have you feeling lonely, can I? I suppose a compromise is in order to assure our relationship stays afloat.” Jade tapped his chin and despite his light-hearted tone, you can tell this is something he’s put plenty of thought into. His life was in the sea but you weren’t so it seemed once again he was torn between two worlds and as tiring as it can be, he was never one to quit when things got too difficult. “There’s no need for us to worry about it for the time being. Unless you don’t want me to stay on the surface…?”

“No!”

Jade’s grin told you that you reacted exactly how he had wanted and as flustered as you felt about his relentless teasing, there was some relief to be had as well. You leaned into his arms and buried your face in his shoulder, his hand coming up to lovingly pat the back of your head to tell you things would be just fine.

And they would be.